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Monday, April 29, 2013

Yes please

Check out "Einstein's Theories of Relativity and Gravitation"
And i got on the wrong bus this morning. Thankfully the kind lady bus driver helped me out, and I shold atill be on time for work... should be. Had what seemed like my first day off, in just about forever, yesterday. Relaxed, ate some food, made a new pandora station entitled "Lindsey Stirling". Its epic you should check it. Then, ate some more food. Watched "Gangster Squad" ... NARLYYYY!! Then of course yes, ate some more. All in all a wicked chillin day.

Still waiting for the bus. Patience is waiting a long time, its the way you act while your waiting. Boom, let it ruminate.

Thursday, April 25, 2013

"The Boxcar Children"

Its been two and a half weeks since I ended my excursion to find myself. And Im happy to say its getting better and better each day, compared to where I was and my way of thinking. I purposed to find a job, I did. I have purposed to be active and it is proving to be easier and easier. Though, there is still the need to be constantly aware and conscious of being active in everything I do. Along with the many life lessons and applications of such over the past few weeks, I was reminded of some childhood boks the mi Mum use to read to me. " The Boxcar Children", are stories about 4 kids who have no home, but come together and form their own "family". The stories are about them helping each other and bringing one another along in this crazy world of adventures. Short synopsis, but I command you, if your taking the time to read this, check out these books. I say this because my very close friend brought it up one evening and went on to explain this. Its no secret the world and society are messed up on some levels. And what happened to the the ideals of a family? There are so many good people doing everything they know to do, just to survive. But, in a way they feel all alone. The thought is, why not just bring those ideals of a traditonal family back, but Boxcar Children style. Yes, it is unconventional. But so is the world we live in. Times change and we must be able to adapt and learn to live with the change. "EVOLoVE" - the evolution of love. It makes to much sense not to pursue it. Yes it takes work, a lot of work. But how much easier is it to have someone or a couple someones you can lean on for help, and vis-versa. A family, where everyone has the same goal in mind, to better themselves. I hope this makes sense at least to one person. Tata for now. Till next time, make me a sandwich Im hungry.

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

"Be Active Not Reactive"

Once I accomplish one step, I find my self taking a step back. Feeling that I should take a rest giving myself every excuse as to why I should. This reaction causes me to revert back to my old way of thinking. Which is in no way active, obviously. Think back on anything you have ever accomplished. It was because you were active. You were DOING something. This is the state I wish to be in. And it commands a conscious effort of always finding that one thing to DO, no matter what it is. Its so simple, yet I find my self reacting. Why?? Perhaps it is because over the last sevral years I have just been floating, letting the current take me where ever it pleases. And in doing so I have formed habits of thought which cause me to react instead of leveling up and taking action. How do you change a thought habit. Its just like any other habit. They say it takes thirty days to break an old habit and form a new one. Now im thinking that I should write down at least one active thing I can do each day, besides the needs that are demanded of my own self. One thing a day. And Im not allowed to do it until all other "chores of life" if you will, are accomplished fir that day. This brings to mind what a close friend of mine told me yesterday. And its nothing new. I have heard it my whole life. Prioritize my free time. Maybe free time is not the correct phrasing. At this point in my life I have no free time per say. I spent the last several years indulging in unproductive free time. Its one if the simplest most basic principles. Work and work hard and you will reap food... and Im sure there is more to that but Im hungry so food it is. This was more for my self and to get my thoughts out. But if it does help anyone, awesome. Take action, EVOLoVE.

P.s. I  found a job. Now time for the next action. Don't wait till Im forced to react.

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Chapter Dos

Reallity smacked me in the face. Quite literally in a way. Its hard to to explain, or give a definite instance of when I came to the conclusion that working for money is pointless. Well actually I still think it is pointless. You should work for yourself. Perhaps this is one of my realizations. I guess it all became pointless because I was focusing on what truly doesn't matter. As much as I wanted to help people and see people be happy. I was focused on how money was the problem instead of actually focusing on how I could help them. There is so much I want to write and explain but typing from my phone is proving somewhat difficult. Once I get to a computer I shall write more. But I want to let everyone know that I'm not traveling anymore...for now. But, I seemed to have found new purpose and see things in a new light which gives me satisfaction in who I am and what I am doing. I will continue EVOLVE, because that is exactly what it is. ME, continually evolving in love with a conscious effort to help everyone I can. I'm on a new path and I will explain more later. But right now I need to eat something. More to come. PEACE

Friday, April 5, 2013

My view

The view from my home last month

A Month Later

Just spent a month on the side of a mountain overlooking a canyon which over looked the ocean. There was so much to learn it was almost brain overload. Learned about soil and gardening. Helped plant an avacodo orchard. Learned about septic and solar power, gravity feed water systems, keeping chickens which supplied me with eggs every morning. You don't refrigerate natural eggs,remember this. I want to make a shout to the amazing wonderful people who so gracefully hitched us a ride at the exact moment we needed it. We cant thank you enough. Going with the flow, letting it be and spreading PLUR vibes everywhere we go. We had our first experience camping out in the middle of the forrest... It was dope :) much love to all and now that we are more in contact with civilization I believe I will be able to post more and keep you updated. LET IT BE